Friday, August 27, 2004.

sheesh...what a bummer. got my new template 0ut...
but there's som3thing wrong with the IMage. dunn0 whether it's showing...or meBBe,
it's ju$t the server on this stUpid laptop. haiz.
whatever laa...stupiD Information Technology.
hate I.T..

....JUST NOW...
Maths Paper II...it was heartwrenchingly disappointing.
not the paper, but my performance. ugh.
st00pid laa...the only single pathetic paper that i felt g00d about was Elec.Geog...
hmmph...gues i'll just have to get thru' the remaining papers..like
S.S and Lit.
god. literature...

maybe i'll be going airport t0 study..2morrow?
works for me...so cold and
som3what peculiarly pEACEful there, altho' there's old folks walking 'round and
lil' kids running about like crazy..
not to mention
the guys workinG there are
yummy..
oh, i'm sorry...couldn't help noticing...

{ 1:10:00 PM }

Thursday, August 26, 2004.

i'm tired of this. tired of feeling happy
and then having that stoopid
sick apprehension that it will not last.
nothing happy that happens
lasts for me.
i'm not being cynical, or OTT depressing...or whatever.
it's just true.

{ 12:22:00 PM }

hey there.

been busy. preoccupied with unnecessary things...yg mengusutkan fikiran.
argh. it's a bad time to have problem$..with my PreLim$ here and all. speaking of which, i just screwed up, like, Physic$ and P0A. grr...i'm like, giving myself the kiss of death, man...screwing up prelims.
shouldn't have let 'things' distract me that bad.
and yeah...jusT n0w wa$ Chemistry. god. messed up all of the bloomin' mole questions. eew..
okay, i'm bloGGing crap, only because i got nothin' to say that makes sense now.
i'm only posting for the sake of posting...cos i havn't been updating n all.

so yeah, i should go, before i further humiliate myself.

p.s: gengMilah rocks...macam air batu kepal.heh.

{ 11:29:00 AM }

Thursday, August 19, 2004.

man, i do not know if you can call this poetry, or if it even makes sense. hah, whatever. them words just came to me when i was in the bus alone last night...
just gotta put them down somewhere.

.:running after life:.

arms pumping at my sides
perspiration hitting the ground like so many
water marbles,
passing by windows of tomorrow
bursting
through memory doors
escaping scrutiny, dodging judgement
flicking off
crumpled memories-

stopped by a wall of insecurities
my breath catches in my throat,
as I climb the haphazard steps
to sanity.

{ 3:18:00 PM }

lonelily.

myPIC

curly,female,
turning 22.

Mess of curly crazy hair. Likes fresh flowers, strawberries, chocolate, cili padi, reading, reading.. and oh Johnny Depp. Listens to corinne bailey rae john mayer killers snow patrol coldplay damien lisa etc etc.

Friday, August 27, 2004.

Thursday, August 26, 2004.

Thursday, August 19, 2004.

lonelily.

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